This has been my experience for most of my life. But now I feel a growing restlessness, a discontent. And so I have been searching my heart to see what could be the cause.
I wonder if God might be calling me away. Perhaps where I am is not where I am meant to remain. But I don't have any specific leading as to where I would go or what I would be doing. Should I do more of the same in a different location? Or a complete reinvention of myself for His glory? Or should I remain where I am and simply shift my focus?
God has the answers.
I'm ready to do something different if that is what He desires. But I'm also afraid. Part of me doesn't want to let go of what is familiar and comfortable.
I remember that God has called each of us to walk with Him by faith.
In a few weeks time I will be spending several days in prayer. I need direction. And I would humbly ask that you keep me in your prayers as I search for God's will during this time in my life.
My highest dream is to serve Him and to be a faithful steward of everything He has given me.
It takes faith to walk with the Lord and it takes faith to go wherever He leads, even if it means remaining in place. May God grant me, and any reader in a similar situation, the courage to trust Him in such a life altering way.
“Seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you”- Matthew 6:33